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Pocket Universe

by Don Blake

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1.
I’m taking deep, deep breathes and releasing them slowly Thinking about things that I don’t wanna know Trying to let things go, trying not to explode Half an hour at a time I’m stretching in a hot room for £10 a go Chinese needles are sorting out my energy flow The doctor's thinking how to say, “I don’t know” In a way they haven’t used yet Can’t turn it off Pretending certain names don’t make my blood fucking boil When everything is so good, just how could it be spoiled? Excuse me, I just drifted off and created a royal mess of my life I don’t mind fucking up, I’m well practised at it But I prefer when it’s something that I could have fixed In a parallel or an alternate universe where I can be arsed
2.
Is It Fixed? 01:50
People said you’re OK but then people never listen, I hope the doctors finished diagnosing your condition, Don’t you know what I am here for? Don’t you know that my door’s always open? They might not be helpful but they’ve got the best intentions maybe there’s some pressing problem you forgot to mention, I don’t know your reasons but, But the bad things you were feeling, they are over. When the lights go out, There’s a flame to guide you home, But then that flame burned out, And it left you on your own, you’re on your own. I see you in my dreams but I don’t know what you are after, Guilty feelings come and go and the years keep getting faster, If that day took a different turn, I like to think that we could have been closer.
3.
The Plan 02:06
I’m playing the long game My schedule’s fluid but but I’m keeping the end in sight What’s ever been worth doing that didn’t require a little sacrifice? I know from the outside this all might appear a little strange you’re only looking at the single pieces, If I were you I’d say the same This is all part of the plan How can I help you understand? I’m all right, yeah I’m always right You’ll all see it in the end Sorry I can’t explain It’s just something I have to do on my own The odd setback’s only natural What’s another few nights alone? Horizons in the distance now Are edging closer all the time But until the time is right You’ve got your world and I’ve got mine
4.
I’m rewriting the rules of space and time I’m delusional Recreating my environment with my mind I’m losing you I’m vibrating the atoms in the air What’s going on I’m putting my defeats into into a permanent reverse I am king of the world Centre of the universe A silver tongue and agile mind’s all I need I’m here where I belong All insecurities are gone Along with everything I thought was me Editing each moment as it comes along I’m out of touch Placing every piece just where it belongs I can’t keep up My own personal version of the past I’m a mess I’m galvanised, I’m facing forward, I’m never going back
5.
I didn’t come here for second best, You don’t wanna hear that my life’s a mess, I don’t feel so brokenhearted, With a routine I’ve not even started, Don’t worry you live and learn, Every penny saved is a penny earned, I don’t think I’m going backwards, Anymore than I was after... Last time, It was the worst time, And I’ll keep it in mind, Coz I know that this time, it’s ok I used to think nothing changes, I used to see red on a regular basis Now I’m feeling less frustrated, less convinced the road I’m taking is The wrong one at every turn, yeah maybe my visions blurred Pretty sure I’m moving forward, Any day now I’ll be over… Last time, It was the worst time, And I’ll keep it in mind, Coz I know that this time, this time it’s ok All you wanna do is, right your wrongs and All you wanna know is , things are ok All you need to hear is, running round your head, Along with all things you should have done and should have said.
6.
Towing Chain 01:42
I’m alright I just got distracted Wasn’t I supposed to be somewhere? My head is full of a thousand ideas and a million or so blanks Can you help me out? I’m OK I’m just in over my head About six feet, to be precise The world keeps turning every day but I think I’m going the opposite way Can you help me out? I need you to take a towing chain And wrap it tightly around my feet Get in your car Put your foot to the floor Until home’s just a spot in the distance
7.
Try your utmost to say something heartfelt Or don’t ‘cause who the hell cares? Take the sum of your life’s experiences Light them on fire and throw yourself on top Ultimately we’re all just trivial pieces of dust Floating around before the whole of infinity will tear itself apart And no one will know we were here
8.
Every Day 01:30
We can talk, Sit back, relax and do things your way, if you want We don't have to dwell on all the things you've done You don't walk the walk You're all just words and no action, You don't, Believe even a single thing that you say This is what we have to deal with every day This is what we're always hearing every day if that's how it's got to be then that's ok it just gets a little tiresome every day
9.
Any Better 01:29
I’m getting sleepy, I’m getting old, I’m getting lonely and I’m getting cold, I know we’re leaving, I know we’ll go I’ve got a feeling I’ve been here before, ‘Cos I’m always on the lookout, for the breakups, for the breakdowns and I’ll blame me, cos I want to, and I’ll hate me cos I don’t know any better.
10.
I don't want to re-live those insignificant words again I just want to go home and try my best to forget all my friends Who I've talked to in the past hundred weeks Or make the retrospective mental tweaks To ensure that I correctly adhered to each social convention I'm travelling deep down Into the safe embrace of constant night Am I just melodramatic? That's probably a bit much, yes you're right But that feeling never really goes away Where gravity takes a split second break When my brain assesses the success of any conversation If it gets easier, I don’t know when I’m turning my brain off for the remainder of the night My trusty mental auto-pilot will make sure I continue to function alright But now I can’t find the proof to demonstrate That the world won’t immediately disintegrate The moment I’m compelled to venture outside through the front door I'm making a “top five” list: “Favourite Worst Case Scenarios” And there's nothing quite like guessing which way today will go I'm trying to hammer into my mind: “You can't do differently the things you did at the time” So just relax and wait for the ground to implode
11.
Big Beast mangles the speakers of your shiny, blue 1-litre We drive at the speed limit, like we’re never coming back Let’s head straight down Manchester Road And eat ice cream in the freezing cold What else is there to do around here? Where else would I want to be? For every old acquaintance I have a tactic of evasion I’ve far surpassed my quota of “What have you been up to since school”s I asked for fire to rain down from the sky Just hold off for a short while Because actually, everything is perfect
12.
We're going out on a joyride; going sixty thousand miles per hour We'll just leave the wreckage behind; we'll do whatever we want while this time is ours We don't mind, if we don't make it through Then we're just the same as everyone else It's not like there's much else to do Tomorrow is just an abstract concept And yesterday is even less tangible than that What are we doing now? We're just unwelcome house guests, who won't take the hint and just go home But we've got nowhere else to be; our heads are no place to be left alone We’re okay, with the thought of being lost We’ll avoid the crippling boredom, whatever the cost All we know Is this that we haven’t got long And if this is everything Then that’ll do for now
13.
Stayed up thinking half of the night, To make up for not thinking for most of my life, And maybe it’ll never go And I know it’s overplayed They say you don’t seem like the rest, I don’t think that I’m really up to the test, Ticking boxes seems a price too high to pay Has this all been for nothing? The story that I told… I’m too introspective, I’m spending too much time on course correction, I keep on slamming doors to my own destiny, I’m running out there’s not much left of me now, I’m not self respecting, and I’m trying not to make things worse, the only question that remains is, How do I stick this thing in reverse? These are not symptoms of a common mental health disorder, Don’t waste your time and maybe things will improve when your older If you want me to stop complaining, the only question that remains is: How do I stick this thing in reverse?
14.
We Can Try 04:16
I plug my ears and I avert my eyes I try everything but nothing can disguise The unmistakable acceleration into the centre of the sun I don’t know how much of us will be left when we arrive but if I had to guess we’d be dust long before the flames get chance to lick our bones Take my hand and we’ll do our best To stay alive The maelstrom carries on overhead But I don’t mind It feels like we could halt the march of time Just for a while Make our own pocket universe Oh, we can try The oceans boil as the Earth cracks in two But for now we’ve got better things to do Than stand around and wait for the end of everything I force my eyes open again How long for, I guess that just depends But we’re going to take our chances just the same

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released March 6, 2015

Released by Round Dog Records rounddogrecords.com

Engineered & Produced by Bob Cooper at Airtight Studios in January 2015.

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